youyell_iyell

youyell_iyell @ 2007-06-05T09:56:00

2007-06-04T15:08:50Z

i'm hopefully going to urgent care today to figure out what disease i have that won't get out of my body. I was supposed to work today but this job just fills me with dread and extreme boredom. my one wish in life right now is to just get a busy body job thats not with my dad.

saturday I went to milwaukee with tyler and caitlin to meet jenna to check out our house for next semester. then we stayed at jenna's house and got super wasted.around a bonfire.

i've also decided to slow down on the drinking because it's making me slightly dependant.

youyell_iyell @ 2007-05-26T07:37:00

2007-05-25T12:47:35Z

730 in the morning, I CANT SLEEP! andrea is graduating today! I LOVE YOU CONGRATS, GIRL! i wish i could sleep right now

youyell_iyell @ 2007-05-25T01:52:00

2007-05-24T06:55:49Z

second week of summer and i've already had to personally talk to two cops, i really hope this isn't an omen for the rest of the summer. i have to stay out of trouble. i feel like being drunk, and getting really tan.

youyell_iyell @ 2007-05-19T17:59:00

2007-05-18T23:02:11Z

HOME FOR SUMMER

youyell_iyell @ 2007-05-07T10:06:00

2007-05-06T15:25:30Z

this morning was brought to me at 830 on my couch with an intense head and throat ache. having a hangover on top of being sick is SHITTY. but i dont regret last night it was a bomb time over at mitch's. my final week of my freshman year of college is upon me starting tomorrow. I only have two finals the week after and i'm moving out next weekend. i have so much shit to do but this will be my most worthy week with the best reward ever, summer! ok i need to start my day and get a bunch of shit done!!

dancing with ty ty!!

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-25T17:40:00

2007-04-24T22:50:28Z

i just sat through and hour and fifteen minute lecture by this teacher at MIAD who bragged about himself, his awards, his totally artistic students at MIAD, and MIAD. his art was interesting and innovative but it still seemed to me he felt like he was doing uwm art students a personal favor by exposing them to his time stop animations and all his talented student's examples. i think part of it is my bitterness and insecurity. i also left a really bitchy message at the union art gallery because i need to pick up my work that was in the art show and they charge five dollars a day for storage and the door was locked when i went to get it today. i could see my project, on the floor, and was just super pissed that i have to pay five dollars a day when their doors aren't even open for me to get it and for it to just sit on the dirty ass floor. no big deal, that project took me close to fifteen hours to do, whatever i really dont care to save it or anything..shit my mood is quickly spiriling downward and i have so much homework to do tonight. FUCK THIS, i want to smoke some weed and not think about my empty checking account, my empty meal plan, my late drawing assignments, my mock website that is due tomorrow and about these returning creeping feelings for this one asshole.

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-20T10:07:00

2007-04-19T15:17:27Z

going to madison for 420!! i'm leaving right after class today and if no one can hang out when i get home i decided i'm going to clean my room because its really gross. i also want to try and find the weed i lost last weekend. Last weekend was THE BIRTHDAY WEEKEND. it fucking rocked. Starting thursday, super wasted, along with friday, saturday jenna, alex, kelly,and i went to see kottonmouth kings!!! sunday i was in madison and monday i hung out there too and then came back and got completley wasted. i had an awesome birthday and it really tuckered me out but now i'm back on track with school and ready to get HIIIIGH AS A KITE tomorrow!!

THURSDAY

FRIDAY

SATURDAY

MONDAY

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-07T09:59:00

2007-04-06T15:12:50Z

wednesday night found me trying to write a five page advertising paper about the product placement in The Devil Wears Prada. I was in the computer lab trying to print the paper prompt when the three foot printer had a paper jam. I'm standing there pissed off because i dont know how to un-jam this huge printer and i want to get this paper done by eleven when jenna's done with work so we can smoke a fat bowl. I eventually figure out what to do and open all these different drawers and spin these green nobs and wrench some paper out and press ok. then it prints some assignment out that's not mine, i'm assuming it the person who jamed the printer in the first place, and i curse them. but then i look at the paper that printed and it's some girl named beverly's product placement paper!! i'm all of a sudden super stoked with the idea that i can refrence some other bitches paper who did a different movie has a way different last name, no one will notice. A few hours later i'm about half done with the paper and i decide to see if this Bev girl has facebook so i'm searching her out with jeids and then i've never laughed so hard...

Bev's the one on the left with the massive tit showing prom dress. thanks for the sources and citations girl!

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-05T18:27:00

2007-04-04T23:40:44Z

obviously i'm no morning person, and i apparently survived and still have energy to spare with big plans for the night! paper about the devil wears prada..lame, mounting pictures..lame, going on an apartment viewing with jeids!! hopefully it's nice and we'll get lucky and sign a lease soon for august. had another nude model day in drawing and the model is kind of notorious among the foundation kids for looking like he has a bit of down syndrome. he made eye contact with me at least six times and really creeped me out but i'm going to put a picture of the gesture exercises we started with and the one in the top left corner is my favorite, i wish we just had a three hour pose with him on his back holding one leg in the air..it was really funny, the whole right side of the room had a perfect view of his hairy asshole..

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-05T07:01:00

2007-04-04T12:10:16Z

seven a.m. is way too fucking early to be up. i dont know how i get through every eight o 'clock wednesday class when i'm used to getting up at ten every day. and we're working on the dumbest project in digital arts, and it's three hours..today is going to suck and i'm going to bed really early tonight.

youyell_iyell @ 2007-04-04T19:07:00

2007-04-04T00:33:46Z

today my 2D teacher told me my painting style resembles franz hals during our self portrait critique, so i researched him and don't know if i agree..his subject matter is interesting though and i do like his style, not super realisitic and leaves some of that painterly quality to it. this one i picked sort of reminds me of party pictures a tumbler and that face of someone who could be drunk/ crunk. rolling rock is officially my favorite beer too. sippin' on one right now because i have nothing better to do. The self portrait i've been working on inspired me to do something outside of my class just because i thought it would be fun, the second time that has happened all year. and also looking at all the old pictures got me thinking to how i've changed and grown since that time (end of my junior year and most of my senior year) i feel like i've changed physically in that my face just looks older which may be from all the smoking, drinking, late nights, exessive partying, or just the fact of life. so i want to compare that with two side profiles painted one from a picture from two years ago and one that i take now. i still want to try and find a way to represent the changes in my life in a simple way. The tightest part about this is..there's no due date!! and i've decided i'm minoring in photography, i know i have natural photography skill and it doesnt look like my graphic design plan is going to take off until my junior year.

beautiful vacation

2007-03-19T01:10:27Z

this entry coming to live journal from turks and caikos, british islands!! it's the end of my first day here and i cant really even begin to describe the beauty and calmness of this place. my family and i are staying in a private villa basically on top of the ocean, we have a pool and all have our own bedrooms in this beautiful house. the living room is all screens and you are basically outside the whole time. This is the first vacation my family has taken not at a resort and the difference in atmosphere is a relaxing change. The land around the house is awesome with all these palm trees and exotic plants, theres little lizards that run all over the place and theres even a screened in gazebo. my sister, her friend, and i are staying in the guest house which isnt attatched to the main house but is connected by a rock path through all these palm trees and bushes. i feel like i'm in a place straight out the fabulous life on VH1. i was here by myself most of today reading and tanning because everyone else went to watch the badger game at some sports bar. while i was here by myself i was reading the guest book looking to see if any celebrities had signed and the only one i could read clearly was tom reynolds, which was pretty tight. i wanted to drink tonight but they don't sell alcohol here on sudays, which is really weird, tomorrow night though! we have internet here so my mom brought her computer so we can all stay connected!! i wont get pictures up until i get back but they will be amazing, i was reading outside while the sun was setting today and it had the widest variety of colors i have ever seen in a sunset before. i cant wait to watch six more of them. i'm really sunburned because my bro's bag got lost yesterday and all the sunscreen was in it so i just sat outside without it today, which i'll admit was a dumb move on my part especially when i'm this much closer to the equator than i usually am. I'm now the proud owner of a bright red sunburn.

youyell_iyell @ 2007-03-09T09:04:00

2007-03-08T15:15:54Z

it's so early, i'm so pissed at nick jr. Jenna and I put roseanne on before we fell asleep and we turned the volume down and everything but i woke up at quarter to nine with dora the explorer screaming in my face. I dont know why children's television feels that to teach a child the characters must scream to each other and to the kids. now i'm awake for good with no hope of being tired until late tonight. i'm going home to madison today!!! right after my 2D class i'm taking off. i can't wait to hang out with alex, andrea, and kristenz. saw these two guys get busted for what i'm assuming was pot last night outside the dorms. the firetruck and ambulance both came and the two guys just looked baked and pissed off. one of the guys is really annoying so i didnt feel that bad for him. ok i need to get in the shower because i have really bad hiccups and i feel like i'm going to wake jenna up

youyell_iyell @ 2007-03-04T18:37:00

2007-03-04T00:50:09Z

well, saturday..i have no idea what i'm doing tonight. caitlin has a sinus infection and is doing homework all night. jenna's at work until 11 ish. aubrie, abby, and rita left for the weekend...bitches. i could go out to the rockstar party with shaina and lindsey but i dont know if i want all the drama that comes with that, they always drunkenly wander off and end up with some rando guy. i really should just clean the room, maybe even do laundry. the more i think about it the more i just want to stay in and get some shit done. then when jenna's done with work maybe go over to tylers and finish my vodka! jenna and i blazed up in the room today without a problem. SO NICE, i was faded to hell. im going to work on my drawing homework too if i get to it! SO MOTIVATED! I should just get some adderall and stay up all night. caitlin just got here to hang out!! whoo!

youyell_iyell @ 2007-02-27T16:59:00

2007-02-26T23:16:50Z

im so bad at keeping up with livejournal sometimes. yeah im busy, but not that busy. haha, winter break feels like so long ago, it's almost spring break. second semester of freshman year college is so much better than first semester. i have a routine i finally feel comfortable being here and have a drive to do my work and try to achieve shit. and i go to hella more parties and get my ass out of the dorms. living with jenna in her room is the shit we have alot of good times dissin on each other and watching court tv and shit. i'm finally in a digital arts class which is refreshing doing something that i enjoy doing besides fundamental classes. later tonight i'll post some of the stuff i've made up on here, i have to go down to the computer lab and load it onto my photobucket though. the weather was so nice last week and so refreshing after all the bitter cold milwaukee has had, and then this weekend we get a foot and a half of snow. spring seems so far away and all i want is warm weather and to be outside. i'm constantly restless and i think my yearly dose of spring fever is about to hit. when caitlin and i get over our colds we are going to start working out and shit. i feel like i'm actually going to be dedicated to this, i'm sick of my freshman fifteen and ready to get rid of some of the rest now and over the summer. jenna doesnt have to work thursday and friday and i'm stoked because neither of us took our partying to it's fullest potential this weekend. i still had a blast but i want to get shitfaced this weekend and without it blizzarding every fucking night. it's about that time where we all have to think about where we're living next year and we found one potential five bedroom apartment for jenna, tyler, caitlin, marissa, and i next year. FUCK YEAH! i want my own place so bad, smoke hella buds drink and not get violations and drinking tickets. before jenna and i fell asleep last night we were talking about not being able to wait for the freedom of a bedtime bowl. and having our beds on the floor instead of elevated in the air..hah.

youyell_iyell @ 2006-12-31T09:09:00

2006-12-30T15:22:32Z

going to my grandmas today..boring as shit. leaving at ten. winter break has been bomb so far. i've been doing nothing substantial and drinking lots of liquor. Jenna's coming tomorrow!!! and its new years! Last night i went to play laser tag at ultrazone with alex, kristen, and nina. we were team red and we kicked some ass. monday or tuesday i went ot katie f's barrel with kaitlin, kristen, and nina that was tight we got there early enought to get a good amount of beer before it was cashed. i hope alex puts the pictures from his camera up. him and kristen got new digital cameras for x-mas and they're both super tight

KEGGER!!

zubes and i

feelin good

youyell_iyell @ 2006-12-21T08:48:00

2006-12-20T14:57:37Z

just failed my math final. my final aleks assessment knocked me down 94 concepts leaving me at 40 out of 164 for the semester. the lowest and worst i've ever done on an aleks assessment. i am so pissed because not only did i fail the assessment i failed the class and i have put way too many hours into aleks. I HATE THAT PROGRAM!! and the final was at 7:30 way too fucking early. and i still have two more today.i would love to GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE! i moved into jenna's room the other day, its tight. shes sleeping right now eeehhhh. i was studying in the cafeteria last night with jack and caitlin and we took picks on his computer. they are super funny.

me trying to finish my final drawing, which is now done. fuck yeah.

HAHAHA! these help me get over aleks.

youyell_iyell @ 2006-12-10T12:08:00

2006-12-09T17:08:55Z

my parents really aren't interested in anything i have to say these days. sometimes i feel like all i am to them is just some girl taking tons of their money for school. i hate that feeling and they can go suck a cock. i still need to talk to them about moving out at semester, im worried about doing it, they never react well to anything.

youyell_iyell @ 2006-12-08T12:45:00

2006-12-07T17:45:10Z

the process of assessing how much work i have to do and how long it's going to take in the next two weeks is nearly impossible. i honestly have no idea if i'm going to get everything done. and it's an awful dreadful lame ass feeling. last night i swear i was trippin on aleks concepts. after three hours i was going cross eyed and just cracking the dumbest jokes ever with jenna and caitlin. WHAT A RIOT! tonight will be the same, and it will also be the first thirsty thursday of my college life i will probably not be drinking, that may change though depending on how the day goes. my lamp for 3D concepts is going nicely, i was a welding machine this morning and i have the base of the lamp pretty much put together, i need to make the two shades and figure out a way to connect the light bulbs to the lamp. then i have to spray paint it!! i hope to get a bunch of that shit done this weekend. today i need to make a list of all the shit i need to get done. I'm going home tomorrow to do alot of homework and take it easy, well that's the plan at least but i dont know if that will happen. i just need to make it happen. i have essays to revise all weekend too for my portfolio due on wednesday, jeids might help me with that tonight though. i just got the feeling back in my ears from walking back to the dorms from concepts this morning. the dormado was raging and i'm pretty sure the tears in my eyes were starting to freeze. it's way too fucking cold out today.

i hope jenna wants to smoke a bowl after her ROCK N ROLL FINAL!!!
WHAT WAS THAT?! FIELD HOLLERING?!

youyell_iyell @ 2006-12-06T16:29:00

2006-12-05T21:29:29Z

i would love to move out of these dorms next semester with jenna. and i think its going to happen.

my parents still make things horrible like they used too, i give them props for doing it from madison.

final time sucks too. JENNNA, can you get done with class. i want to smoke another bowl.

WALKIN ON THE BEACH OUR TOES IN THE SAND!!

t-giving!

2006-11-23T23:31:57Z

happy thanksgiving, i have never been so hungover before, fuckkk. kaitlin, kristen, krista, nicole and i went to this party and i took a bunch of shots there and played/lost at beer pong. then went to this guy jake's house and troy,mitch and billy and nina where there with some other people who i dont really remember. then i drove to caitlins house and got to see darci and candice!! that was sweet, we went over to colleen's house and my sister and all of her jock friends were having their thanksgiving reunion, but i got a bunch of free vodka!! then we were driving back through cherrywood and i told caitlin to pull over so i could puke and i slid right out of the car and face planted into the asphault. my nose ring got ripped from its hole and slid about two centimeters down my nose and made a new hole. so fucked up, i dont really know what to do about it, i'm going to go to blue lotus tomorrow, i might get just two rings on my nose and put a new ring in the old hole if that would work, i should just do it right now while its all fucked up and shit. my aunt was like just take it out!! it looks so painful, yes michele it is, but i love this piercing it represents my whole summer and how fucking crazy it was. i mean i used my bail money to get it right after i all that jail shit happened.
i'm really rambling, i'm bored, i'm going to smoke a bowl as soon as caitlin calls me. her and i have a deal i need to take her to have her after dinner cig because her parents dont know that she smokes. and she bought me a pack of cigarettes.

jennnna i want to smoke a bowl with you, why do we have to be half a state away from each other?!!?! i want to hear about your crazy night again, i can't believe all that shit happened to you, how awesome!

totally owned in this picture

youyell_iyell @ 2006-11-23T16:00:00

2006-11-22T21:00:03Z

the test wasnt so bad. and I'M DONE FOR THE WEEKEND!! i got done with drawing a half hour early. farewell roadie time with jen jen. then ADIOS MILWAUKEE, cya sunday, i dont think i'll really miss you this weekend. blah blahhh

farewell party. got reallllly crunkd up, yo!

jenna finish packing!! you and i always party the right way. staying classy as shit.

youyell_iyell @ 2006-11-22T20:57:00

2006-11-22T01:57:29Z

art survey midterm number two tomorrrow, fuck this class, fuck all 15 pages of notes i need to study. i dont want to do it. i'm getting a 95% in that class so i may just bomb it and rock the final. I HAVE CABIN FEVER, I NEED TO GET OUT OF THESE DORMS. jenna shaina and i are having a farewell party tonight with a bottle of rum rum. its almost eight and i think its time to start drinking.

i'd like to do this when i get home tomorrow.

and start a little drinky drinking with mah girlll jenna

youyell_iyell @ 2006-11-20T20:48:00

2006-11-20T01:48:01Z

shits been pretty crazy this weekend, but in a good drunken way. starting with wednesday i guess, shit went down. Kaitlin and Billy surprised me and just showed up around eight, then we were smoking bowls in my room and this girl in the suite next to me called security and we all had to dip out super fast. i didnt get into trouble but it was too close of a call. and now i want to kill charlotte, the girl who called security on us. only because she has asked to buy weed from me before. shes a backstabbing hypocrite and i really cant wait to get her back.

Friday Kristen and Alex came to stay for the weekend and i've been drunk since wednesday. thursday, went to a party with shaina marissa and caitlin and the keg was cashed and everyone started freaking out about the cops. friday night we drank in the dorms and roadied, shit got crazy. I almost got written up because i was down in nick and bryce's suite and the fat bitch came in and saw the alchohol in bryce's room and then nick got written up for a noise violation i think. last night we went to this party and the keg was cashed, again, but alex and i found two full cups up in the attic and were too drunk to really care that they were unattened cups. oops, could of been date raped. then we lost the car and marissa jenna and i went in one direction to look for it and alex and kristen went in another and instead of finding the car the three of us found this party and the guys on the porch said we should just come in and help them drink all their beer. which was fine with me because our thirty pack was gone. i wished i remembered more from last night but whatever. only three days of classes this week then, LONG WEEKEND!! bring it on, i want to go home for more than 16 hours.

friday night, alex made a new kind of shot, alice's apples. vodka and redbull, looks like applejuice, hence the name. energizing!

youyell_iyell @ 2006-11-16T19:48:00

2006-11-16T00:48:09Z

i'm cleaning my room so when jenna gets home from work, she'll be amazed. then we can blaze in my clean ass room.

and i'm SO BORED.
i feel a big party weekend here this weekend. weekend before thanksgiving, lets hope everyone is staying here to get crazy, i know i'm going to.